doc_side's Journal: think different... or ... I can't think like you

wtf?

What is my problem... I used to think that being different was sort of cool. Then I realised that the kind of different that I was trying to be was just making me the same as some minority culture. So I decided to think for my self. This left me cynical and with no friends. My original goal though must have been to have friends, or else I wouldn't have decided to be a freak in the first place. Now I am left with a world that has had its candy coating stripped away. Where do I go now for my sweet happyness?

I guess one of the flaming little cultures I thought I belonged to was this flaming little indie computer slashdot culture. I now know that I am wrong. You created your own little shithole for you to be god of and frolic in. I guess thats fine. Everybody needs a little leibsraum. But please, next time, leave me fucking out of it.

Say by now.