I have no idea why it came back to me.
The desire to be in the gaming industry.I have no idea why it came back to me.
The desire to be in the gaming industry.
For some reason, I found myself writing to Havok, asking if they'd considered licensing the Havok Game System to an individual for experience using the engine.
Then I looked at Garage Games, and at their $100 per developer license of the Torque Engine (with the stipulation that any games you want to publish, you have them publish it for you).
Its been a while since I considered writing a game from the engine level.
Mods, muds... Sure, but that doesn't involve the skills required to make a full game from the engine level on...
I haven't felt this way since senior year of college when the Verant rep kept dis'ing me on an interview (supposed to do a phone interview, but didn't call when he was supposed to. I skipped all my classes and sat by the phone waiting. All in vain. He emailed me his apologies, and said he'd call on another day. Same thing. I said "screw it, I don't wanna work for someone that treats me like crap").
What's bugging me the most? I haven't even played many games lately. Why would I have a desire to create them???