MyDixieWrecked's Journal: Holy shit

I am so depressed. Depressed depressed depressed.

I think absinthe lowers yer saratonin [sp?]. I'm practactly suicidal, methinks. I just wanna curlupanddie.

That's the only thing I can think of that would explain this. I have nothing else to worry about. I have plenty of $, working on this chick (got her hooked and realing her in), and a steady job as well as doing lots of productive stuff. What the fuck?

I think I'm gonna do another shot of flaming absinthe now.