10101001 10101001's Journal: Disturbance

What disturbes you?

Is it the fear of death? Or do you respect your mortality?

Is it a childhood trauma or a instinctive bias? Or do you recognize your phobias for what they are and step beyond them?

Perhaps it's the nude human form, generally or of the excessively young or old? Or do you recognize it as an unhealthy fear from society/religion?

Perhaps you fear sex? Or do you see the futility of fearing the only means to grant you some level of immortality?

Maybe it's the fear of violence? Or do you understand that violence is at the very heart of life?

It'd have to be the future, the great unknown? Or do you see time as a current of unimaginable length which you have little part in?

Do you search out for your confusion and disturbance? Do you work to desensitize yourself to them? Or do you accept the wisdom of letting sleeping dogs lie?

What do you do?