toby's Journal: Roche speaks, from V.S. Naipaul's "Guerillas"

"When I eat food and enjoy it, I wonder why I am allowed to do so. When I lie down in my bed at night and make myself comfortable, I wonder why I am allowed to do so. It would be so easy to take it away from me. Every night I think about that. It would be so easy to torment me. Once you tie a man's hands you can do anything to him."