Life is fucked up. How do I figure this? I dunno. I have just felt like... all sorts of shit today. Tons of horemones or something... Dammit, I'm almost 18, I should be done with all the weird hormonal stuff... I dunno... I just felt like crap. It all started in the morning when I felt really nasty. Just tired and lethargic. I made the bus, so I avoided being in the rain for too long, yay. Almost missed it though, due to my computerness. Ugh. Anyhow, I boarded the bus and hung out with Mr. Yuong a bit before calculus, and then calc started. I got none of it. Stupid math not making sense... I figured some of it out later, but still, I got a migraine during lunch and for the latter half of the period. I missed playing munchkin with Colin, but oh well. I got a part as a disgruntled neurotic postman for some movie by Laura seago, w00t. Fun. I get to hang with chix0rs... hehe... Fun. Anyhow, still a bit uncomfortable around Colin, the rage is still there. I know he doesn't think he's doing anything wrong when he roughhouses with me, but sometimes I feel downright violated... Being nearly molested by big burly 260 pound hairy guys... just freaky. Plus, he should know I'm a bit neurotic. Anyhow, it was stressful. I've almost forgotten about being angry at Courtney for wanting me to apologize to her for her doing what to me? A: Being a total bitch, B: Rubbing a wound when I was still sensitive about my first real breakup, and C: being one of the major contributors of Hannah breaking up with me. *growl* and she is always so... Annoying... God, does she need to be all PDA in everyone's face? She has issues. Anyhow, enough with her. I just can't wait to be rid of her and never see her again. I wish she would move.
Anyhow, health was ok. It was a video, and I talked with some people about random fun stuff, and it was ok. The video was interesting enough, about neurons and the changes that occur when you age, blah blah, interesting stuff. Bio 6 had some videos too, which were... Childish and out of the 70s. Yuck. Anyhow, that helped my migraine a bit, then I had to go to mock trial, and have my picture taken, oh well, and then we had a trial runthrough. It was alright, I finished my calc homework, botching parts that I didn't get (A large portion of it. I'm so fucking worried about the final in that class, he had better curve it...) and then I did my part pretty well. I argued with the opposing lawyer, which was a lot of fun. After that I walked home in the wetness and rainness, printed some stuff out, didn't start on the math portfolio (I need to do that) and helped set up the treadmill. I also took a pill for the pain, so I'm feeling a bit better. w00t asprin. Damn migraines. I dunno... I just don't feel too hot. I need a hug. All I need is a fucking hug, and not from Colin, who would crush me. Just a hug.
