TibbonZero's Journal: Is there something wrong with me?

Seriously... I wonder sometimes. What the fuck is wrong with me. I have stopped playing games and wasting my time like that, but now- I read about 5 web pages non stop just wanting more information all the time. I used to read books nonstop, but I just haven't found one recently that trapped me asides from Midnight in the Garden of Good and Evil, and the Harry Potter series. I mean I used to read like a book ever other day, and these were 800 page books!

Now I read www.slashdot.org, www.cnn.com, www.harmony-central.com, http://duc.digidesign.com and Tomshardware nonstop. I don't know if it's filling some insecurity in my life or what. I also check my email way too much, but never get anything important. I also check in on friend's journals (Hi Stella!) a good bit.

It just seems like something is off in my life. I want to get things back on track, I know there's things that I need to do. Get a job, get some scholoarships, study, etc... I am just not doing it. Perhaps I just need to unplug my router for a while or route everything to /dev/null....