Journal Hemi Rodner's Journal: Chasing Tali 2
(Kinda boring plan)
There is that girl, whom I'll call Tali here - the first girl I ever had a crush on. I felt such a click when we first met, in a channel meeting up there in Jerusalem. That was somewhere at 1998. She was so enthusiastic when she spoke to me, and it was contagious. She was so cute.
But maybe this is overrated? I'm begining to doubt whether she was so magical like I thought. Anyway, on with the story. She had a boyfriend.
But we still talked. And one day in 2000 I found she had a weblog. It was built in Wiki (you know, the pages that everyone on the web can modify). And someone deleted content from it and for some reason she was sure it was me.
From that day she stopped talking with me. She ignored my emails and told an envoy that she doesn't want any contact with me anymore. I believe that it might be because of her borderline personality. Her black-and-white sorting nature told her to put me in her black list.
But I do want to speak with her. I think she's the closest thing to magical girl I've ever seen. And I have several plans.
The first plan is to try to communicate with her using THIS identity. I doubt she ever finds this blog but it could be nice if she does. She got that mailing list in Yahoo Groups, and I try posting there a message: "You should have more girls in this list because it's really boring without them". After that they blocked my username. SO - I can try sending her a scanned drawing of me saying: "Why did you block me? It's very not nice of you". I think she appreciates drawings so maybe she'll respond.
But if she doesn't.. there's plan B! I found her current blog somewhere in LiveJournal (just by googling her real name) and I can respond to it using another handle. Maybe she'll be interested who am I. The worst case that can happen will be that she will stop writing there.
Now.. there's no plan C. Maybe you could help?
I'm gonna go all judgmental at you now... (Score:2)
I usually try not to pass judgment but I hope you will take it as an added, external view of things and not as an attack on your personality. To reiterate, this is not a personal attack but I'd be dishonest if I said anything else.
Why is it that every time you mention a girl there has to be something wrong? I read your accounts and wait for the inevitable 'but'. Maybe the problem has it's roots elsewhere? Maybe it's a matter of who you are looking for.
If you constantly aim for girls that you know h
Re:I'm gonna go all judgmental at you now... (Score:1)
I usually try not to pass judgment but I hope you will take it as an added, external view of things and not as an attack on your personality. To reiterate, this is not a personal attack but I'd be dishonest if I said anything else.
Why? It's good you pass judgement on me. It's not that you do it in a nasty way. And besides, that's the point of this journal isn't it?
How about looking around you at the less desirable women. People that look like they need just a bit of faith to turn around. Maybe y