Journal Xerithane's Journal: Chronology 16
George Carlin was right, life should go backwards. It should end with 9 months in the womb, and the grand finale being an orgasm. But it isn't.
Live life like it's the only one you have. Never say you are bored, before you do, get up and improve your life. Indifference is what makes being old so sad. When you look back a few years back and realize all the time you wasted, your life flashes before your eyes. That isn't what I want, and I doubt it is what you want. It's like what they say, "Nobody says they want to be a junky when they grow up."
I've wasted enough time in my life, and I hate every minute I did. I'm in a race to finish this software to start a company before I find a job. The only thing I can think of is that I should have done this when I was 21. Or 20.
The reality is that I couldn't do it then, because I had to waste that time to learn the lessons that make this time a possible success.
Re:Wish I could do it (Score:2)
Right now is the hardest time to do it, which keeps me motivated. I'm sacrificing myself more than I think I should, but I'm ok with that right now. I am supporting my girlfriend, so it's a race. When it comes down to me messing around, I can't do that shit. I still play some video games, but that's when I just can't thi
Re:Wish I could do it (Score:2)
Re:Wish I could do it (Score:2)
My friends say I look 32, but I'm much younger than that. Not many people can guess my age, and not many people know. Age is a weird thing, though, because your age changes as you experience things.
At 14 I was living life like an 18 year old. At 16, 21 (Damn those were the years), at 21 I was having the mid-twenties freak-out crises. Now I'm just looking forward to insurance cuts.
Re:Wish I could do it (Score:2)
age 14: discovered porn
age 18: discovered alcohol
age 21: porn doesn't work, alcohol makes you puke blood.
Hell I dont know, get married
Good luck fella (Score:1)
You will prevail.
I'm some years behind you (Score:2)
Re:I'm some years behind you (Score:2)
My mom always told me, "Lessons are repeated until learned." It took me a few cycles to realize that, don't make the same mistakes. Try to learn from other people, it's less painful that way
sdrawkcab (Score:2)
On one occation he said:
"Nobody says they want to be a junky when they grow up.
But every pothead is saying 'I could be President.'"
Kind of an obvious repsonse but, have you seen the Red Dwarf episode sdrawkcab?
Well, I've decided to start doing my messages in a stack instead of a queue. I want to read my friends Jornal entries. Strangely enough this JE was the first t
Re:sdrawkcab (Score:2)
I've heard that somewhere before, but I can't remember. Damn memory is slipping.. too much work.
I need to get organized. I need to start coding, even if it is just simple programs. I need to look into getting Certified, and then getting a T-Shirt with a big C and a cape. But I still do really want to start a software company sometime, even if what skills I had have deteriorated after working as
Couldn't agree more (Score:2)
[1] I'd recommend bungie jumping to anyone, both nor
Re:Couldn't agree more (Score:2)
I was supposed to do this before I lost my job. The next time we went to visit my brother, we were going to stop and I was going to go bungie jump. Now I just get to put the $50 to better use... Damn responsibilities!
Re:Couldn't agree more (Score:1)
Um, What software (Score:2)
Is it even something you are at liberty to discuss?
I know I've always been thinging about doing my own business, but I'm to much a Virgo to do something so unpredictable, but if I did, It would definately be software of some sort.
The good news is that my economics professor tells me that we are the
Re:Um, What software (Score:2)
Bingo.
Is it even something you are at liberty to discuss?
I'm going to dethrone CitySearch
All in all it might be a good time to go into business for yourself, but then again IANAE.
If you study economic trends long enough back, you will see that a lot of those unemployed people in the recessions start small companies that help get the economy going up.
That's my hopes.
I could be a genius, if I just put my mind to it.. (Score:2)
Now, what was it that I wanted to say? Oh yeah: don't hate yourself because of what you didn't do, it's no use. I know that I've done my share of stupid things in my life, but then again, if I hadn't done what I did, I wouldn't be what I am now. I know that I'm far from perfect (see title; borrowed from "Glory Days" by Pulp), but I stil