Journal Jellybob's Journal: Fuck it. 6
I give up.
Why am I bothering to fight anymore?
Yes, I'm a sad, sad motherfucker, with nowhere to go when I feel like shit but a bunch of people I've never met, and I barely know beyond what they've decided to post to a website.
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Once again I'm pushing away all my friends, and it's pissing me off - but at the same time I can't seem to do anything about it, due to the awkwardness of getting in touch with people again after not talking to them for a month or so.
It'll sort things out, I'm just sick of the same cycle every six months or so, as my mood slowly swings up and down.
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feel free to pinch me if i step on a tender spot :^)
having that out of the way, i have to be honest. you are the first person i've ever "met" who does that. i do it, but i've never met anyone else. regardless of what people have said i figured i really was the only one.
i have no idea why i'm like this. sometimes i think chemical inbalance, or just a rough life. i don't have a clue. everytime i think i have a clue it slips from my fingertips.
any of this sound familiar?
i'm here b/c i am hopin
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Somewhere I know that... it tends to be offset by the fact that I know it'll pass for a while, and then I'll come back to square one again, and spend a month or so where just getting to tomorrow seems to be to much.
Yup... can't
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I have periods like that too JellyBob. Happens all the time (and yes, it seems to be a 6 months cycle too). Luckily most of my friends have gotten used to it and most of them don't object anymore that they don't get contacted for a few months.
I know it is bad, but I just wanted to say: you're not alone....