hodeleri's Journal: Second worst night of my life

Almost the same thing happened last night as happened on the worst night of my life, only this time it hurt less. It involved lots of anxiety, adrenaline, wondering why I bother, thirst due to adrenaline rush, etc.

No, I won't tell you what it was.

I haven't slept since 1:45 this morning PST (PDT, whatever). I feel really shitty. I go on vacation tomorrow to D.C., but I don't really want to.